09' last day

yeah~ i'm back.. just back from leadership camp yesterday..
began miss everyone now.. those people.. those things..
the moment we together.. everything..
keep on flows in mine mind now.. i sware i won't forget it..

hard to write details about the whole camp here
but what i can say is really can learn lots thing
ans know lots sincere frenz
although really tired but i really enjoy on it and happy
let me feels this really a true team no secret between each other
hope can keep in touch and keep the ohm

ah wing: 你的容忍度和冷静真的令我敬佩.. 真的不懂几时才有你这种程度..

ming yi: 你的无理头、你的傻样、你累的样子..总是鼓励我撑下去..很感谢你捡到我的电话^^

彩纹: 在我脚僵硬的时候总是凶我叫我不要做了..结果自己就去做..可是明明大家都很累..在搬瓦片的时候脚不小心被压到..还好吗?

悠: 你的men、你的刚也令我敬佩.. 可是在巴士上看你睡觉、在夜市看你吃那串东西的时候..就发现了另外一个你..

灵芝: 特别的名字..喜欢背着你到处乱跑..无法忘记你在briefing钓鱼的样子..

明薇: 斯文的你好女人哦..在搓汤圆的时候被慧仪传染到..结果汤圆就越搓越大粒==

jessie: 也是很强的另一个人..永远不累的样子..可是在巴士上也是睡得很熟..

紫欣: 很忙的一个人..忙进忙出..很少机会看到你..

裕山: 发型永远不变的人..第一次看你落泪..吓到了..

jimmy: 不停kacau我的一个人..不过有时候都很细心下..会帮我找东西..

诗玮: 小不点..还蛮静的一个人..不过偶尔还会鼓励我..

唯宁: 还满吵的一个人..

宝娟: 一脚踢的一个人.. 很尽责..

金骏: 很直的一个人..什么都说出来..很少做家务本来是洗碗..后来却是捣乱==

佩珊: 很静、很斯文..好像无所谓的样子..可是那天briefing说了那么多真的吓到了..辛苦了..

颖康、贾榆: 不能忘记的笑声..和偶尔的搞笑..

晓勤: 跟我same channel的人..看你笑也会跟着笑因为我们想象的都是一样..我们的38club永远不会解散^^

利萍: 是我第一个在面试就认识的人..看到那天你和晓勤哭了我也不懂怎样好..只想抱着你们..

慧仪: 你的水母永远会弄我笑..哈哈哈~我们每次都zat来zat去..

ahdai: 我们还算满有默契的..第一天认识你才几个小时就要你和我跳舞..paiseh><可是我们还是做 到了^^不会忘记的..后来还帮忙到生病了可是依然还帮忙着..偶尔还关心我..谢谢..

melvin: 谢谢你^^总在我最累的时候帮忙我、帮我按摩..

popiah: 每次我在梦游的时候都大大声叫我doraemon!!!我也不会忘记我们一起洗菜的样子^^

qidong: 到最后还来参与我们..感动^^我们那天一起洗菜真的笑到我肚子痛==

鸿达、suan: 活动辛苦你们了..在高二全部在考试的时候多亏你们在撑着^^

企盛、健勇: 搬桌子越搬越起劲..音响也因为有你们..健勇不要再不见你的孩子啦..

程辉: maria^^ 爱演的你在很累的时候还是不会忘记娱乐我..

佩瑾、佩欣: 在很累的时候我们还是互相关心、互相38..

俊莱: 整天zat我==讲真的那时候真的没力了啦..

世凯: 不要说我笨了咯..我也不知道为什么每次鱼的时候都被你看到==

淑云、永亮、隆达:谢谢回来帮忙^^在我们最不团结的时候提醒了我们..重整我们..

Untitled

一个不能重来的.. 永远只能回忆..
一个有伤口的心.. 再也不能痊愈..
一个接受不了的.. 还是要去接受..
是放下还是累积??
想念和回忆只一直停留在自己的空间..
习惯了.. 接受了.. 无所谓了.. 不要紧了..
顺其自然.. 慢慢地忘掉..
能不能都无所谓了..
反正都一样..

finally

yeah~ spm finally ends.
the next is start to catch up my leadership camp
since spm i din't attend any activities and meeting about that
after the camp i think i should start my piano, cello, drving lessons
hope college admit my worst trial result
so that i can open school as soon as fast

today out for whole day.. so tired==
morning then went back school for the camp meeting till afternoon
after that we need go bangsa's studio learn dancing
walau.. my 1st time leh>< learn dancing.. hahahaha~
this time don't have cars for us so we have to take bus and LRT
take bus or train is more tired than dance loh

the dance is about old style rock and roll dance.. quite fun^^
see those people dance that not good in dancing haha~so funny^^
1 part is double dance.. those steps very hard leh@@
got drop lah.. carry up lah.. aiks~hardzzz
but whole dance for me is not bad lah
quite sorry to my partner that i din't dance well leh
i will try my best next time^^

satisfy day

today early morning then play badminton with ball-mate
quite fun although not much people come today
but one of the ball-mate sick liao
hmm.. he like always get sick recently..
but he still play badminton well == really a weird person..
really need take good care leh^^
old man is going school reopen
so need faster organize another hang out chance with him
if not he need busy about 6 months can't meet us

i know another gud news is.. hahaha~
my husband LYD get 6 champions in this year with his partner
so gengz^^ he just 20 years old but got this good result not easy
hope he can take good result in coming match^^

after need accompany cousin go 1u wor
she say need buy accessary for this sunday wedding dinner
but i din't prepare anything leh.. aiyoyo.. charm liao..
tomorrow is my younger brother's birthday leh
suffering wanna buy what present for him
add on since i din't go to school i don't have pocket money
then next friday still need go sing k with cousin
aiks~really pk liao.. no $$ ar~

recently all frenz are working left only me free at home
planning hang out with who ar.. play badminton ar.. watch movie ar..
damn realax and free== like not "sang xing" leh.. haih..

recently

recently lots ppl married
last sat is my mum's cousin and this sat is my cousin's wedding dinner
i view their wedding photos and videos
full of hapiness.. so sweet^^
at the moment i really got that urge to married==
don't know when my noob com kena virus
so today ask my cousin bring along hers laptop
and come my house play^^

yeah.. for me spm already ends yesterday..
cause next mon the last subject is BC
so is much easy and relax to me
the exam is almost 1 month.. damn annoying..
can't eat well.. can't sleep well.. can't watch tv well..
gosh.. haih.. but everthing is over now..
don bother that my result gud or not
i can do anything what i like now yess!!!

this few weeks keep on stay at home
can't find my all dear frenz.. damn miss you, you, you and you..
very.. damn.. miss you..
but now is the time to suffer future what am i going to do
lots of reason makes me feel that i'm still suffering.. haih..
what am i going to do??? is it success???
form5 graduate is it an ending???
no.. my youth has just a began.. everything has just started..
hmm.. god bless me please..

Youth is carrying right inside your heart in order to find the hidden light is you live deligently today as well.